Ironically

Coming back home to you in my head, that was the plan my very wish It's been three long years since I've seen you last and four long years since you performed heart surgery upon me The story between you and me I've written countless pages spent endless days trying to forget while sleepless nights in mid fright all I could do was remember My love, my hate dissipate, materialize back into my arms they miss you, they despise you If I held you once more, would I grip with love or would I coil like a snake around your neck Could I even bear to see you at all All the times I think I have finally found the key to the hidden lock around you shrouded in an array of flames a skull and cross bone warning I, the believer of myself a hero to save my princess the skin you shed rises the veil above my eyes to the sorceress you have proven yourself to be along with your toad of a so called prince an ugly manifestation of love I know will just fall apart and crumble so is your tale with everyone who stumbles in your path Unfortunately, I'm just a fly in your misshapen web you crazy black widow yet I find I would defy nature defy all who would tear me apart from you even my chaotic self, even you... No...I'm just speaking the words of the protective cause I refuse to let your happiness sink below mine stolen before some useless fairytale prince who is just a villain more wicked than Pluto tricking poor Prosperina... All I wanted, or so I thought was to come home to you but I sit here in my room, my personal cocoon wishing to be the savior of your happiness the hero to save you from the disease of loneliness but ironically you ripped away my happiness when you departed from me.. but ironically you infected me with the contagious disease of loneliness... so like a snake I coil around your neck in my dreams but like a kid whos been away from his mother too long I wrap tight and refuse to let go in my heart but in my cocoon I drift off to sleep the fly wrapped lazily in your misshapen web