Internal Inhibition
Is it just that a trust to easily
Keep faith too openly
Feel accepted too fast
And so fail Evey time
They say friendship is trust
Well I thought.. let's try it
And you'd expect some glorious tale
Spolier alert it ends badly..
Here's how it goes
Lost a friend right away
And a few more yet now
Whyy??? Oh well cause I trusted people
People I thought would understand and console
People I thought who reaally cared
But in the end they gave me away
Yes there was a time I doubted everyone
My mind was in a frenzy I thought too fast
I made mistakes...mistakes that shouldn't have been made
But now I do accept them
My thoughts have changed past that and so have I
For once again I lost the trust in people I just gained
I kept on telling how bad of a person I was..
Wating for them to accept it and yess they did it today
Those messages aren't to be screnshoted..they are carved on the hearts forever....
I might have been wrong....thought to much... replied to fast...
But was I wrong to trust and tell that just to be thrashed away...
From a place I thought I could be myself?
I don't say I was right the whole freaking time but at least I asked
But didn't get an answer
What was I to do for I still seeked an answer
An answer to leave me in peace that yes they were my true friends
For that I turned out to others
thinking they would help
But nahhh they just did the opposite
I looked for what a friend a brother?
Well forget it I deserve none
U know everyone has there bad times
Maybe I had mine
But just stand once in my place and give it a thought
Cause I for all know u have done worse..
But in those blues I found you
Looking in your jet black eyes made me spiral down to your heart
If it wasn't for you I would be here
The faith now restored all because of you.
23 April 2022
Internal inhibition
Edward ibeh
Copyright © Adwaita Patane | Year Posted 2022
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