Inspiration

I loved you and in return You gave me pain And still do and will continue to do so I gave you this power over me I silently endured the pain Using it for my writings Because for people in this world Pain is better than contentment. I used this pain as my inspiration Went through hell alone But this had to end one day. I am the only one who has control over me, I am going to be my own inspiration Because darling I am not a cigarette, Which you can puff and throw. I am the creator who can melt your glow. We all create moments in our mind with the way We perceive reality It maybe non existent for the other person all together There is a reason it's just a memory So that you don't make a home out of it And live in the moment being invincible.