INSANE FEELINGS

its Insane all around me knowing all the facts and twisted tales about me that was spread I'm okay like before im a writer everything keeps on pulling and pushing the only real conversation i have is with strangers this morning i finally arrived on a new page in the fall i took a huge nock by far the most extensive experience of all time it's time to put on a show get up and move on I'm done with the past and im done with people who think they can pull me appart I have a heart somewhere someone will have it all after all it means nothing from the writers pen the ink has fall facing the night asking every question about my fight against all odds the worst feeling of it all is to understand how much effort it took for every move Nothing about life is tracked like my words in every dark night I have recorded my fight hoping someone don't face the fate Once again I'm not okay I'm sorry for painting the picture of someone mining his past for lost hopes and answers