+ HONEY MY LOVE,this is what God wants for you, He wants you to be strong as a man for our son and me, but prayer in asking for virtues like Fortitude or Strength, Courage, Knowledge, Wisdom or Understanding, Piety or faithful in your natural obligations as a fiancee or husband and a father, Fidelity or faithfulness towards me, Honesty, and Love to people.
You need to get or be all those without me by your side, remember God is watching us so every little things you do you're never alone and counted on your judgement but you will convert to Catholic so all your sins will be forgiven and you will start watching out for your sins not to pay in the purgatory before you get a transfer to heaven. I will help you be a true Christian, thank you for saving yourself.
I love you