In the Past

i just dont know what to expect anymore all my memories filled with gore please make them stop, please make them quit i said no, but they could not resist please forgive my sins, even i do not deserve this how could you watch it happen with no protest please now, just put me to rest i cannot take this for much longer in the end will it really make me stronger i have lost my faith, i have lost my hope i no longer know how to cope its over now, i can reside in peace its over now, my pain will cease