In the End

They look at me they see guilty, I look at myself I see liberty, Justice has taken life from me, With the death penalty. Pushed my friend off a tower, My heart burning with no desire, As he fell the darkness arose, I felt the anger taking control. I look back on the days we had, To see that they were all bad, Erasing the last memories I had. You did this to me once before, This cant continue anymore, I feel like I am being used more and more. There is no end to the pain I feel, My heart keeps pounding, It sounds so unreal. When I try talking to you, The words crumble and I stop, I think back to when we were cool, To see you only played me for a fool. Life has sucked so far, Hopefully it will get better and better by far. When I see you I act strong, I pretend like nothing is wrong, You pretend like you did no harm, When all you did was use your charm.