In the Dream

in the dream i am captured this is what i fear the most it is my fate all along he has the face of my love and its all i can do to not reveal i hate this one. he arrives and leads me to the room he is no threat i love him, dont i? liar. cherub face all too happy im the beautiful one the precious one to be opened and devoured. by the time they arrive the act will have happened i do not beg for time he lies down and pulls me in beside him his warmth and wanting pressing my back god help me im wrapped in his arms innocence to turn to lust and heat it hurts how ive loved him and yet he wont restrain my body. i know his hands can position the pain he knows he is the stronger breath gets shallow he undresses i awake before the act