In the dark

I spent some time in the dark. Couldn’t see my body nor my surroundings . Listening to the silence of life. Found a space in which the battle in my mind. Brought images of happiness once was had. Quickly overcast by the bad. I didn't forget. Felt the strength and power of my life. Heard my mind try to resist. Memories of pain that persist. Still I struggled to find where I can unleash my thoughts. Let it go. Start again as I noticed a little light ahead ,one step two step, There's something tugging at me, you can't go to the light. l Darkness is the only thing you will get.