In Search of An Ecstatic and Blissful Wonder

I'm strongly feeling Into the depths of my heart, That this present life Would be my Last and liberating birth... This is my final show Of this tragic drama On this ill-fated vast stage Made up of Time and space... I was an actor In this eternal drama Since the ancient times, But, at present, I 'm entirely tired of This utter waste blah blah... I've now become Totally fed up With this incoherent drama That was created long ago By an ultimately foolish Amateur director... And yet, There are some rare moments Among this vein journey Like a rare tasting fruit Which hides itself In the thickest layers of A top-most branch Those moments Are inevitably splashing A feeling of wonder That I wish to freeze it Into the Deep depths of my Heart and soul... I'm constantly striving To identify those rare moments As they're Surely capable of Transforming this Poisonous drama Into an Ecstatic and Blissful wonder!