In My Head

I say good bye every day But that's only all in my head But that's only during the day Because when I sleep, I don't control my thoughts My brain starts contradicting I have to wake up soon. Go to dream again soon, To get back to track And continue to say goodbye, In my head all the way. Push push push you out, Is what I want to do, But the walls of my brain are Made of Glass to thoughts about you The harder I push the more it hurts. I think of how you think That your cooler than me But still I am tempted to dig up Some deeply buried memories Only my last line of defense saves me. So many things in my head, How can I sleep? With you in my head