In My Feelings

It ain't a day that passes I don't think about u Never thought there would be days that I'd be without u Always thought u would be here But that's not the case and I see it clear Due to circumstances that I can't change Due to those circumstances my mind frame changed And made me cold-hearted I didn't feel this way before it all started So it hurt me to my heart to hear that u departed From this thing that we call life Not knowing how much time I got left to get it right So every rhyme I write with u in mind Still thankin God I got to spend time Even though I still shed tears Got me wondering why I'm still here But I guess we all have a purpose So with that in mind I guess u served it Now God took u to be by his side Only God knows how many nights I cried Memories flowin through my mind So it's only right that I take time To let the world know the pain I feel This is one wound that will take alotta time to heal.......