In Her Shoes

You're so rich all you have is money, you don't even realize how everyone looks at you funny, not like a friend but more like a necessary evil, like a indentured servant, looks at the boss people, I wonder has anyone ever been 100% honest with you or was that my flaw? I wonder is that the reason your hands always touch my jaw ? I told you the first time was the last time, now here we are once again you're crossing the line, a misunderstanding turned to a disagreement turned to me up against the wall bleeding pleading, all this from a statement I said that you are misreading, your insecurities & pillow talk are a recipe for disaster, sometimes I wish you would just finally kill me just choke faster Waking up with you every morning feels like getting out of a casket, I'm dead on the inside already I can't wait for the outside to match it, sometimes I just want to swerve into a car head on but that's drastic, plus no one else should have to pay for you being a bastard, hate is such a strong word so I'll say I despise the day we met, & I wrote this so when you kill me no one will ever forget