Impossible To Forget Me Not

You think you’re so darn invincible and all that Well, think again as you’re able, for I’m actually able to do so I’m capable of almost anything, just saying, you brat Yet, I am still this same ol' unstable table Of hoarding-outta-boredom, wretched woe I am quite a considerate purr of a cat and that – I can’t deny You are the unpredictable, unexpected woof of a dog I have the smoothest, softest fur…I’m the color of a moonlit kerfly You are just a brown, small blur – the shade of a log It’s impossible to forget me not…it’s all for naught I fought battles till I curled up in shame My feet and hands are like led – they do rot Feeling this same shame again without a name Delete my progress that would make me give in to temptation You can’t tame my fires of frustration – luv cuddlez ain’t jokin You believe you’re smarter and better than me It’s extraordinary how much we have in common Oh well, I will prove you wrong as I’m able, My once-upon-a-time baby… We are opposite opponents maybe… Just maybe I will forgive you like He does… I wish I was the way I was years ago, but I pause And thank the Lord for me being alive and well I’m barely getting used to crawling out of my shell