Impossible To Find

This is impossible,
I swore I would never fall apart again,
I said I would hold my breath,
That my bottle would not explode,
But it is impossible.

The liquor is cheep,
and tonight will be the night I will sleep,
The floor lights hurt my eyes,
I swore I would not live another day. 
It is impossible to find who I am,
Who I really came from,
Who really cares,
Who actually truly means what they say.

It is hard to say I want someone who will care,
Someone to remind me what life is suppose to be about,
Why I have been placed on this Earth,
It is hard to say it will be all okay,
Things will never be the same.

I walked away and didn't tell anyone,
where I went that night,
I was the first to go.
The last to stay.

It is about time I finally realize it is impossible to find..........
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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