Important To Me

I'd give anything to be 
somebody else for
a few days out the week. 
Sometimes I need to rewind 
and revive my sanity. There's
too much truth in this world 
but not enough chances to
be seen. 

I spend way to much energy
trying to fit the standards 
that I grew up seeing. They
say college is where you belong
but they don't make getting 
in any easier. Far to much 
pressure in this society. 
I can barely breath
with all this anxiety. 

But in a world like this 
you have to keep moving or
you cease to exist. When 
your stuck standing still
it's as if your frozen.
I watch as everyone
around me pretends to be real 
and all I want to do S.C.R.E.A.M 

I suddenly feel a strong need to
transfer out of my body. 
Just for one second so I can
see if I'm still me. Can I really
defeat these demons in front of
me? Does this girl still remember 
who she's longing to be? 

She remembers. She'll never forget.
But the stress of this world 
can have her kneeling and ready
to lose it.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Richards Avatar
July 24, 2008 at 7:17 PM
I hope that you can take some deep breaths, and shut out all those demons. There is so much pressure on the young, ...I feel for you! Some of us grew up in simpler times, we were fortunate. Just listen to your heart, and do what will take you on a healthy, happy path. God Bless....Carrie
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