Im Still Alone

Im still alone While days go by and the weather changes im still alone. While others run againist the world im stuck beneath a tunnel of darkness. Im running behind everyone i only see darkness ahead. I got up this morning to a sunny day while a cloud follows above me. My depression is deeper than the deepest depths, alone is a word im familiar with, and yet im constricted. Im come to you for guidance but you give me meds, i come to you for comfort but yet you push me away, i come to you for a friend, but behind my back your an enemy. Through everthing I been through im still alone.