Im Sorry Kim

Let me explain the main reason i went insane
Hear me out for the things that im sayin
I know i get things in my head and i say them
I say that im playin with all the jokes i be layin
And i know sometimes i say the wrong things that i say
But just know i think of you everyday 
Every minute every second of the way 
And i pray that i may say someday "i do"
The things that ill do for you 
Im missin you 
I think back at all the moments that i was huggin and kissin you
My life is nothing without being with you
All the hard times i went thru
Huggin and holdin me and sayin I Love You
The tears that i cried when i was in your arms
Held my hands and palms and kept me calm
I want someday to be your title mom
All the pain and mistakes inside of me like a bomb
So my heart is a real gentle stillness
Its like i have a severe mental illness
Its not his or her business
I want to know "What are we what is this"?
Im confused what today is Valentines,Halloween or Christmas?
Just know im sorry for hanging up when you call
I get worried thats all
I just want to know wherever you are; house,friends or off to the mall
And i know that i call and start things and blow everything off 
Like a giant high tempered jerk ball 
And i know that i hurt you makin you fall
Im sorry for all the times i go crazy insane insane crazy 
I think of you everyday and when it happens i go sane not crazy 
This poem is just for you baby
Kim my wife,my baby,my only love,and years to come grow old together and grow 
lazy 
And darkness clouds in and our eyes go  hazy  
Holding hands together while the world holds still for our lives it spins one last 
time......This is my rhyme...
Love Constantine to Kim J     
04.05.06-Heaven

Copyright © | Year Posted 2006



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