I'M Sorry James

You're hurt it's my fault. I talked to your eyes they told me you've been crying. You can tell I love you less, less, less because you're old. It's awful but its true. I'm awful but I'm honest. I'm thinking of all the times I'd come home crying and you'd sit next to me and cuddle me. Even when I was a crying mess you never, not once, loved me less. Feel like everything in my life is growing old and dying and you were just one more reminder. Yes you are old and I am selfish. So I'm gonna love you more. More than I have, more than you know. Why did I let you get so bad off before I held you and showed you my love? I'm sorry, so sorry feel better James.