I'M Sorry

I'm sorry for the times you were confused 

For not having a clue of how to treat this heart of gold 

The times you couldn't understand the language I spoke, its English but for you it was something unknown 

Something you had never heard before 

I'm sorry if you thought I only wanted your charm, your body, and your lips 

You see that's something you were very familiar in giving, you had done it before and even during...us 

You didn't have a clue I needed and wanted your thoughts, your soul, and your love 

I believe you didn't know how to do that, how to open up to another soul

You've been used to close minded women with other open options, easy targets

You didn't have to take your time into unraveling them, nourishing them, into seeing them 

I believe they didn't want to be seen

I loved you, I did. 

I was willing to open up my options and put my thoughts to the side for you 

Into closing my mind that was telling me don't, you're better than this, than him you don't need this 

I loved you. 

I didn't open up my options but I still did close my mind for you

I settled, for less, for whatever this was between me and you 

I love myself. I do 

Thank you

You helped me see myself, something you could've been able to but didn't want to

I'm sorry 

I no longer would say,

It's okay, this is how good it'll get, he'll learn to speak this language of yours 

He'll be able too see you more than you show

Realize he needed you

I'm sorry 

I don't need you 

Thank you
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Inman Avatar
February 12, 2017 at 9:54 AM
The depth of a relationship is realized through communication, spoken and unspoken. Sometimes it is very much like speaking different languages between two people who are not compatible. Great write.
Grimaldi  Avatar
February 12, 2017 at 2:43 PM
Thank you. Couldn't of had said it better.
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February 10, 2017 at 12:58 PM
Sharp pen!
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