I'M Sorry

I'm sorry that I am not the one for you. One day the right person will get the position. I was hoping and praying that the person would have been me. I found out no matter how diligently I tried to make it work, That you and me, me and you, was not meant to be. It's entirely my fault: I'm the one to blame. First being around you made feel ashamed. But after being with you in private made all of my feelings show. That's why I was so angry when I asked for commitment and you replied no. I hope that you'll find someone as sweet as me. Maybe then you will agree that the thing that you'll share is meant to be. I probably won't take you back, Because I know that in your priorities I will always be put last. There is always something therapeutic about the past. It should never be relived. I should give myself to the future, which is a true gift. Wrote Fall 2003 while student @ University of Louisiana-Monroe