I'M Slowly Getting the Picture

I'm still tryna paint this picture But in the mean time I'll draw me So that I'm able to think things through Just like how I be staring at this blank page called life It's been a blank page all my life that's why I've been writing Hoping to have my thoughts written down everyday So that I've got something to read out to when I succeed For I'd want it to be a colourful speech with a tear or two That's why I started with just a drawing of me Before I could picture people in my life For I can't imagine people who've made my memories blank You need to have coloured my world before getting to be on the same page I'm still tryna paint this picture I keep having ideas of what I want it to be But I keep changing them before I put them down For some are just not worth noting down For I want to look back at my notes and only have to recall Things that will give me insights to a brighter future Cause I already have my shadow to remind me of my dark past And I've got me to remind myself of what truly matters Thats why for now it will just be me in my picture While I keep adjusting the frame to get a better view Of what I need to set my vision on For I've got to walk towards it, maybe there I'll get the picture The PO£T