I’m not Startin From The Beginnin’
The world is falling down beside me but it’s done it before so why am I so scared? I have to take meds cause all this is too hard to bare. My coping skills aren’t doing the trick. I have 100 but which one will I pick?
Chorus
I’m not startin from the beginning I’m startin from experience so everything will be fine.
Maybe this time everything will go in a perfectly straight line.
I don’t need a cookie to tell me I don’t have a fortune but the other one said I would find value in a kind word.
Sometimes I wish I could just fly away like a bird.
I wake up and my heart is beatin out my chest.
I take my meds and try to do my best.
I do my mornin routine and get ready for the day
But the question is, can I keep the thoughts at bay?
Am I going to remember to eat today and focus at work?
Sometimes I think people think I’m just a big dork.
Who cares what they think… (whisper but soon you start to believe it)
I’m not startin from the beginning… I’m not startin from the beginning…
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