I'M Not Done Yet

These days death looks better than freedom Better yet maybe death is my only freedom My only friend Sometimes I feel like I'm dying faster than most And I'm ok with that but should I be Normalizing the abnormal just to feel what they portray life to be When should I be living for me Don't get stuck trying to make copies at Kinko's When you're a blank canvas You are the artist, so they won't get the picture The camera they use is out of date But you always have fresh paint Blending the past with the future to make something great My past doesn't define me But it is what started how I came to be Killing myself used to be, the best option I'm no actor so this can't be a tragedy I'm an artist I'm a work of art Worth more than they can pay Priceless Just like today This moment is something no one can take away Death will just have to wait p.s. God still has something for me...