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I'M Making It Up

I'm making it up. Do you really have the audacity to stand in front of me, and tell me to my face that i'm making it up. The thought of you unknowing what I go through burns deep inside my soul after you tell me to "get over myself." I try hard to fight back the tears. I cannot let you see me break down, I cannot give you the strength to knock me lower then hell itself because god knows I've been there all my life. I'm making it up. I can speak for myself when i say "I sure as hell am not making it up." Although with every waking, breathing moment I wish I was.

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Poet Destroyer A

Date: 6/10/2014 4:59:00 PM

Hey Jayden the new poet,, Thank you for the comment on my comment. I am looking forward, in hearing from you again. You will enjoy this site, I guaranteed or my fun poetry name isn't PD :) I highly recommend the blog area, there you can read what is hot, and what is going on here at The Poetry Soup. If you like click on some of the side features ((-UNDER- the area where it reads "Member Poets/Poems")) to the left of this comment. -That's my favorite soup section. If you scroll down to where it reads "Contests" you will enjoy the "Contest Winners: Member " feature. Click away, and check out what's cooking. Enjoy reading and following, many of the incoming winners. "I SURE DO." Please feel free to comment and read any of my poems, if you'd like. My poems are not the easiest to understand:) I'm still learning myself. However, I enjoy encouraging others. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. I might be able to help, if not I will recommend someone. Take Care~LINDA~

Skat A

Date: 6/9/2014 5:00:00 PM

Jayden, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight, in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile, others passed, when I first join the soup 4 years ago. I wish you the best when it comes to your compositions. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT

Jayden Jackson
Date: 6/9/2014 11:05:00 PM

Thank you Skat ! I would love to read your poems, and hear more about you as well ! :)

Faye Gibson

Date: 6/9/2014 3:35:00 PM

Jayden, welcome to Poetry Soup. I hope you will find much to encourage you on this site as you share your poetry with others who love to write. Please visit my poems, also. Many writers will comment on your poetry if you do the same. Best wishes.

Jayden Jackson
Date: 6/9/2014 11:03:00 PM

Thank you Faye ! I would love to visit your poems, and read them as I will do !

Anne-Lise Andresen

Date: 6/9/2014 1:10:00 PM

- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,Jayden :) - I choose your first very well written free verse ! - Nice to meet you :) - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)

Jayden Jackson
Date: 6/9/2014 11:01:00 PM

Thank you Anne-Lise ! Nice to meet you as well, I'm glad to become apart of the family :)

Pace Ink-U-Script

Date: 6/9/2014 11:01:00 AM

Wow...this was an explosive write that I surely enjoyed reading..Welcome to Poetry Soup...would love to read more from you soon. So please pour your heart out in another write! INK-U-SCRIPT

Jayden Jackson
Date: 6/9/2014 10:59:00 PM

Thank you for welcoming me ! I'm glad you liked my piece ! :)

Poet Destroyer A

Date: 6/9/2014 7:08:00 AM

Jayden, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you enjoy the community, as I did when I first join, March 2010. You'll find many friendly poets, who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I want to be the first to invite you on over, to the contest page. I OFFER MY CONTEST, in hopes it inspires you to write another poem. I'm looking forward to following you and your poetry ha-ha a special pair:) here's the link to the contest page. http://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry_contests/ <---~Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@

Jayden Jackson
Date: 6/9/2014 10:57:00 PM

Thank you so much Linda for the warm welcome ! I look forward to posting more pieces, and hopefully entering many of contests ! Again thank you !