I'M Lost Inside Myself

I found myself lost in the dark abyss. Upon finding myself, I've come up with this: "Am I going to be missed Or am I going to be ignored just like every morning's mist?" I don't know, I'm not sure when or how But does losing myself going to help me somehow? Will it make me realize my dreams Or just make me give up and let my life be carried away with the water that roll down the streams? I've got no direction, I feel so lost. I've built up walls that no one can ever cross. It was I who made it that's why right now I'm frustrated Holy cow! I made a barrier that gets the whole situation more complicated I think I belong to the fallen ones People who had a dream once But fell and got locked away To a perfect slumber where they can't not stay. I screamed and screamed But still no one seemed to notice the things That for so long, I am burdened with. As my tears fell down like droplets of a morning dew, I think to myself, "Can I really start anew?" I cannot wait for the day to say, "Hannah! I've finally found you!"