I'm Fearful Of That Menacing Look

Is it meanness or even jealousy: a plot to harm me heartlessly? I'm fearful of that menacing look, it's a horror story I read in a book! Your intentions are extremely evil, you put on the face of the Devil; I stay wide awake, sleep won't ever come, I don't look fine, I thought this was home! I'm fearful of that menacing look, If I say hello to someone, I get a lecture; you come running and a make a gesture not too pleasant and call me a jerk! I can be jealous too, mine is not an obsession... yours is and believe me it scares me quite a lot; my affairs are in the past tense, I use discretion: nobody touches me, I don't lie, I do what is right! I'm fearful of that menacing look, I isolate myself, if I hear a knock on that door: I stay put and ignore your silly screams that hurt to core!