I'M Better Person Thank You

Once upon a time
Is that how all story's start
fairy tales from the heart 
not the darkness of fear 
of abuse from ones we hold so dear
the broken promises it wont happen again 
But it did over and over and over seven years  
I was the scapegoat for all the bad
silly me silly child silly silly man
I hid all the bruises and made up excuses 
as to why I was never seen
little did they know you had total control
locked away from the world in a tower block
I came from a broken home with broken marriages
and abuse was the norm
I put up with the abuse cried all the tears 
became a brainwashed automated housewife
you used abused and made me worthless
once just once you nearly killed me
that feeling was so sweet 
a blackness a darkness a peaceful sleep
....................................................................................
little did I know the stress I was under
Until I had a fit and was hospitalised 
I lay in that bed and was able to truly think and clear my head
I HAD TO LEAVE

I did so about a year later 
when I found the keys that were always hid
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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