Illusory Realm Vagaries

Am I now destined to remain in this cold realm that binds me here? Can I not flee this dark domain or make reality appear? Strange illusory vagaries distort my thoughts and crowd my mind. Foul evil spreads her vile disease scorching my eyes to make me blind. This lurid illusory realm attempts to now extract my soul. I cannot let it overwhelm or lose my mind to its control. Must I now travel back in time to change the timeline that exists? Can I expunge this paradigm to shake delusions that persist? I must not let time seal my fate and keep me here to die this way but travel to a former date and put an end to my dismay.