Illusion

Sometimes I don't want to believe,
Because when I do, I feel confused
About all the right and wrong.
All I want to do is do what I want to do.
I feel guilty when I think about everything I done.
I feel so unsure
When I think about things that make me insecure...
I sometimes wish there were no such thing as religion.
Because I sometimes can't deal with the fact
That God puts all of us into a wrong and right division.
I sometimes wonder, if my life is just an illusion,
And then I wonder how everything came to be and why.
But just as much I wonder about
The beginning of space and time,
I start to cry thinking about what may happen 
[to me or the world] in the end.
I feel so confused, once in a while,
I stop and think "What do I believe in?"...
Everything could be an illusion...(?)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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