If the Vodka Could Speak

If the vodka could talk, I'd have no secrets left It would share all of my bleeding wounds and regrets I'd be looked at differently for the rest of my life If the vodka could talk, I'd finally be able to cry without it being on the inside I'm glad the Vodka can't talk because it would tell you so much It would inform you of all the rhymes on paper I ripped up The vodka would tell you I've struggled to move on since we stopped speaking It would tell you everytime I recall a memory of you my heart starts bleeding Alex gave too much of his heart to Meg who didn't appreciate it He tries to dress it up, but he shouldn't have let her see him naked Not without clothes, but he shouldn't have shared his own pain and carried her She just wanted someone to speak to, but he would have married her The vodka would say I made a big mistake by breaking up with Stacey I've been thinking a lot about her lately She should have been his happily ever after, but he pushed her away 2 years later he's realising his mistake and checks her page almost daily If the vodka could speak it would admit that Alex has wrote out a few messages to send to her He takes a drink of me but then deletes the heartfelt words Everytime he uses a knife to cut his food he has flashbacks to his self-harming days Thoughts of self-doubt and Suicidal thoughts pop into his mind at an alarming rate Alex is tired of going to the club and having meaningless flings He just wnats to find the right girl and begin a real thing If the vodka could speak then all of these secrets would escape Damn, I guess I shouldn't have drank Vodka before I wrote on this page