If She Was To Leave

if she was to leave, would a tear drop from my eye would i just give her the keys, so away she could drive i don't wanna push her away, but i don't wanna pull her in close i don't know if i want her to stay, just that i don't want her to go back forth my mind races, with what should I do and as time erases, im still stuck thinking of you she says she loves me and automatically i say it too hoping, praying if I say it enough then one day it may become true are u the warmth i need, to heat my cold heart or are u destined to leave, leaving me thawed in broken shards