If Only the Sun Would Hide

If only my dreams could escape into truth My mind, it seems, I’m going to lose Whatever happened to long walks and short? My life right now is a blurry distort Laughing and singing were just a curtain Hiding, prying me away from the subconscious burden But our flowers wilt, and away they die Liquid depression seeps away from each eye Through the silence I see But just don’t record The light that could never be Now locked behind her closed doors. The sun refuses to hide Though it’s pouring outside The sky is a dark black hole Nonexistent to the living world The world is a bright place But just at what cost? My mind, it seems, I have somehow already lost.