If Only I Looked Up

If only I looked up to see the lines on your face
I would have seen that they led to the fear in your heart
Surely, I would have persuaded you from embarking
On this expedition you are yet to return from

If only I looked into your eyes when you called me
I would have felt the trepidation within your soul
Indeed, I would have calmed your nerves repeating your words:
It is well with us! It is Well!! It is well with us!!!

Though an age has passed with over five thousand sunsets
Time has not mended this wound I carry in my soul
My mind and heart are engulfed in a brutal battle
One seeks closure, the other an unfinished story

My eyes have grown dim and dye cannot hide my grey hairs
If I were to contemplate the silver cord is free
Where do I erect a stone and what words do I etch?
The Muse is yet to craft the words for your epitaph

Your memory is like a cedar by the river 
If the Owner of time were to allow me grace 
I would return to that Tuesday and behold your face
I would embrace you like you cuddled me as a child
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Rose Avatar
June 5, 2020 at 11:45 AM
Beautifully written, I enjoyed this
Radhakrishna Avatar
June 5, 2020 at 2:24 AM
Very heartfelt, touching. The loss that gnaws at your heart and you can not turn back the time. Great write!
Daveed Avatar
May 30, 2020 at 9:41 PM
i really like this! great work ~*~
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