If only I knew how to stop dying

If I knew not to die in life, For I have died so many times, I would turn to stardust, To be forever immortal. I would turn into darkness Not to see my shadow anymore, And let my eyes be the moon What lights up the heavy night. I would change into pure water To flow downhill from the spring, To kiss the sea at dawn And then to rise to the clouds. I would become a grain of sand, For the wind to carry me away, And finally eternity To turn me back in to a human