If Only

If only I could read the sign infront I would find a way to whom I'm meant to be My heart is a broken plate My heart is fire burning in flames You played me like a play station Ohh what pain I've felt I didn't know who to tell I had low self-image I had no confidence How do you sleep at night Knowing that you have hurt someone Knowing that you've killed somebody daily with pain Knowing that someone is deeply hurt Where do you get the guts to be happy How could you? If only I could read a sign in front I would find a way to whom I'm meant to be