If Only

In the autumn of my life I peer back through the misty past,
Recalling the many "if onlys" that at my feet were cast.
"If only" I had done this or had not done that, I reminisce,
Some things might have gone smoother, others perhaps amiss.

"If only" I'd been an earnest pupil, would I have been further ahead?
Alas, I chose to daydream and just eke by instead!
"If only" I had opted for a career other than that I chose,
Would my life have been more meaningful to others - who knows!

"If only" I had been more considerate of others along life's way.
"If only" I had shown more love and compassion each passing day.
I was blessed with wonderful parents ordained by God above.
"If only" I had expressed to them more often my endearing love.

"If only" I'd bought that vacant land where a shopping mall now stands,
My spouse and I could have retired to one of those tropical strands!
"If only" I had invested in that "hot" stock many years ago,
I could fish and play golf every day and watch it steadily grow!

"If only", two little words spoken, alas, often to late!
"If only! If only!" I muse, what would have been my fate?
Had I taken different paths along life's precarious bourne,
Would the vicissitudes of life been less onerous for me to have borne?

Entry for Silent One's "Response To If" Contest
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Andresen Avatar
November 26, 2018 at 12:38 AM
- Congratulations on yours: "In response to IF ...." poems, Robert :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Roper Avatar
November 25, 2018 at 6:20 PM
Congratulations on your placement in the contest, Robert..
Smith Avatar
November 25, 2018 at 11:16 AM
"If's and buts", congratulations Robert...
One Avatar
November 25, 2018 at 9:57 AM
Life is full of ifs and buts, and if only we had done this or that.. but its too late if we do not do it... Great take on the contest Bob... Congratulations on your first place in the contest..
Hinshaw Avatar
November 25, 2018 at 2:05 PM
Thank you, S. O. for considering my entry in your contest worthy of a first place win! I look forward to participating in other contests that you might sponsor - Bob
Anderson Avatar
May 6, 2010 at 7:54 AM
Hey Robert, I must thank you for your comments left for me..always encouraging..Thnx a lot...later, Jimmy
Taylor Avatar
May 5, 2010 at 8:57 PM
Hindsight is 20/20 so they say.
Guzzi Avatar
May 5, 2010 at 4:52 PM
wow you sure have some great vocabulary words (see Deb pattin you on the back!) Makes me want to write a verse and use the word "onerous vicissitudes!" Hey Bob non one has used those words in an ABC yet! I'm in a silly mood don't mind me! You get tired of me saying your great aye? Please read my sestina's...particulary When Madness Rides on Moonlight (pretty please with sugar!)
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May 5, 2010 at 12:43 PM
You don't have to be in the "autumn" years to wonder what would have happened "if only..." It seems to me you are leading a very productive and happy life and success can't be measured by material acquisitions. (Still, it would be nice to retire on that island!) Very thoughtful, introspective poem, Bob! Love, Carolyn
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May 5, 2010 at 12:22 PM
'IF ONLY' are two words too go by. I find my self thinking them words a lot. Well done Bob, enjoyed, i also enjoyed your comment this morning,..p.d.
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