If Only

If Only A car, though old, is wrecked in the driveway. A light in it, stuck. A car though old, belonged to a sister-gone. Do cars have eyes, I know they are persons. And I, I cry for it, for my long go sister, She is at peace, her car is at peace, its heart calls her. I have searing tears. I cannot have another sister. I cannot have another car I f only, if only….. Yes, of course, I love her more. I ramble, I see her at the door. I love her ……. I hate metal rattling things, If only, If only…….