If Loving You Were Easy

If loving you were easy I'd love you like I should. I've opened up my heart to you and tried as best I could. I don't expect reassurance. I know some think I'm cold. I needed your love when I was young. But now I'm just too old. I've lived without your guidance. I've lived without your hugs. I'm sure you don't remember a time without your drugs. You chose the life you're living. I wished you all the best. Now it's time to say goodbye and lay this thing to rest. If loving you were easy, I'd love you like I should. I've opened up my heart to you and tried as best I could.