If I Must Join You

I feel afraid to walk on the earth Because all i see is your face on it I feel so sad to close my eyes Cos i hear your voice deep down I feel so pained to step outside Cos the world feels so quiet I feel unsafe staying indoors Cos the darkness might come with screeches of your voice Why does my breathe keep getting heavier every single second? Why are the walls closing in,is it time to leave? You left me in a world of pains and despair Am all alone to enjoy the grief The grief is now an acquaintance Since my friend deserted me