If I Had a Time Machine

It makes me sick every time I think about how long I put up with you seven whole months i wasted everyday ignoring my heart slowy breaking you ripped my heart out and you cant afford to replace it I hate it how you still cross my mind and no i dont love you but i cant wrap my mind around why i still think of you all of the time If i had a time machine id change everything i really would id make it to where i would've never met you if i could But I cant for some reson you were just a part of the plan and I have to accept it you still use fake accounts to send me messages you're thirsty for my attention but you'll never get it