If

prepare to slowly repair this bitter loneliness aware I know I sit in emptiness' chair waiting for the dead silence to dare me to give up on myself like those who don't care ~if i live~if i die~if i smile~if I cry~ ~if i breathe~if i choke~if i'm fixed~if i'm broke~ i'm nothing if... I don't grow rewind every single kind word i spoke only to find my weakness made me go blind taking several steps back falling behind into the darkness of sorrow shadowing all that shined ~if i rise~if i fall~if i'm silent~if i call~ ~if i stand~if i kneel~if i hide~if i peel~ i'm nothing if... i don't look in at beyond myself all i'll ever be is an... IF
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