Idiot Box

I can't explain what sorrow i felt if was denied a show on your face, how devastating it was for me to go through the pain of denial, how wonderful you were was all i thought every time i watched you, all the while with me....like my best friend, as a kid you were so special, nothing and no one bothered me as long as i could watch you. Growing up i realized how important and informative you are, i was addicted to you from the time i opened my eyes, my connection to the world was you, my idea to feel destressed was you. I can feel the winds of change approaching me, can feel that the one i always loved will not be valued by me. Have you lost your magic or haven't i an eye for interest? , coz watching you no longer interests me, you can't even hold my gaze anymore, not entertaining or even watchable anymore, rather stupid, unrealistic and to my surprise i was reduced to an ignorant fool! laughing at every joke, acting silly...... watching everything and nothing, ignoring life, so long all you did was led me to stupidity.....silly me, i pity me. So much time i have wasted on you, for my sleepless nights i blame you, needless to mention i was obsessed of you, not my escape but a grave are you, i have finally agreed with those who say an idiot box are you. Note: i am calling TV an idiot box.