Identity

They say it is a thirteen barcoded book.
A description of names 

Some even have a lengthy explanation about the links it has “the birthplace, the birthright and reasons why one is born”, but with me.

Mine is confusion.
It is spiritual links I know nothing about and lovers who constantly leave and walk away.

It is teachers, teachings I have learned nothing from.
I with it seek who I am, my being, my soul, and the God in me.

I seek solace and the truth about happiness.

I see on pictures “Happy couples, I see complete family picture frames” and seek my place in the world to fit in.

I dived in amongst the trout and no one was there to pull me out.
I go deep underwater trying to drown my emptiness with hopes that my feet could reach the ground.

A thirteen barcoded book made me copy lifestyles making me wash off my soul introducing me to people I want to love.

Poet 
Masego Nkuna
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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