I Write Day and Night

I have no other go, but only write As I must with fate wage a fight Writing alone gives me delight As it helps me show to all light Many times I may not be right I may spend sleepless night Peace won't come overnight Success, I am yet to sight My heart is a pathetic site I can't take things damn light I fall a prey for mercy's bait Many times, I did calmly wait With in heart a heavy weight I suffered due to fate's might My mind, hope will often excite But, my life, defeat will bite I will fly like a cut-off kite And fall from a great height Due to prayer, I am alright God's name, I silently recite When time gives me respite God makes my mood bright My brain, He does ignite My emotions, prayers unite God only knows my plight.