I Would No More

I Would No More
I cannot sleep,  and perhaps I'm weary. 
But I will not dream and chance I might
somehow shift,
the blinding grace of this day.
I would no more alter this beautiful man
then change my beautiful mind.
I would not send this man, this moment-
onto the woeful way without me.
And I will not risk these open eyes to
only to find in the spaces between one days dressing - 
all of the ceaseless hours thrown casually to the floor like last nights silver gown-
in that one speck in time where I cannot see the freckled hollows 
(I will not risk it, I cannot risk it)
of your shoulders
and the subtle rhythm of your chest. A day
that is not locked in this very now as
I cannot lose you
by a pause
or a nod. I cannot.
I will not rest my mind
and find when I've returned
you've gone on ahead without me and
and I cannot breathe, I will not breathe for if I do
I might breathe out some of us, 
I might breathe out some of you
Holding my breathe, holding my faith-
Pulchritudinous
Dire thirst, 
Digestion of you. 
 
7/17/14
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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December 12, 2014 at 12:17 AM
Well written. I enjoyed the read. Thank you-
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