I Wonder

i wonder if i broke your heart, if you’ll write sad poems about me if you’ll wonder why i left you i wonder if i gave you issues you’ll carry on to the next i wonder if you’ll always question if what you have is real but i didn’t mean to hurt you that night and you’ll never know the real truth but wasn’t it true that i was scared and it hurt my heart to watch you fight but it was futile because i knew that for once i had to choose myself.