I Wonder

I am lovelorn, she ditched me
If she comes back, what then?

The wounds she inflicted on me
If they begin in heal, what then?

The memories that I hold so dear
If they begin to fade, what then?

So I’ll pray with all my heart
If my dreams come true, what then?

I set out eagerly on life’s journey
If I reach my destination, what then?

I might close my eyes to dream
If I fall asleep, what then?

I am world-weary willing to die	
If there’s an afterlife, what then?

Oh, I’ll battle my demons alright
If I win God, what then?


11/20/22
~Contest: A Brian strand Premiere Choice.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Johnson Avatar
December 6, 2022 at 1:18 PM
Loved reading this. It hit me in my feels. So many wonderful questions lingering without resolution for the restless demons inside.
Mandani Avatar
December 11, 2022 at 3:57 PM
I am so glad you liked it. Appreciate much.
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