I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of loving me Loving a man like me, loving a man who has know ideal who you are Sometimes in your words I see thousand of hatred in every single thing that came out of your mouth I wonder if what you say to me are love words or goodbye words Because you were mine first love I wonder If I really know the real meaning of love When I speak to you I wonder if this is how you will continue with me I wonder if you ever thought of spending the rest of your life with me Sometimes I wonder if you are meant for me Sometimes I wonder If this is how life is with a woman you love Sometimes I see you kissing another guy but you always tell me not to complain because your heart belong to me Alone and no one else Sometimes I wonder if I was a fool Sometimes I thought of calling the love doctor But I wonder why the sometimes never came Sometimes I wonder how procrastination came to exist In my head That's when I know i will keep telling myself i will break up with her one day but that day never came Until my life becomes control by emotional procrastination.