I Wished For You To Love Me

She was trapped within her own self, She felt enslaved in her own body for it had not belonged to her She had given herself to him She had given him every last piece of her, her heart her mind, her thoughts… Everything was eventually only about you, But somehow you were blinded by something else or was it someone else? She was in love with you but were you in love with her? How is it you never noticed that you were slowly killing me? I cried. You were sweet but there was just one thing I needed from you similar to the way in which you needed my body. I wished for you to love me. My heart ached I wanted t take back everything I gave to you. But I couldn’t because I was so in to you I would let you ruin me, And that was the part that lead me to become enslaved in my body, Which was now yours every inch of me was now your; now my prison, My thoughts were now clouded with you, your smile, your voice it was now just you. How could I… how would I be able to escape this madness I guess it’s what I deserved. I knew you weren’t capable of loving me it just didn’t seem to be a part of you, You were incapable of loving but I was capable of giving, I tried to trade all of me just for your heart. Now I am trapped within the sick obsession and thoughts which only result in you. I wished for you to love me.